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Lying here in anguish and pain with no relief
Holding on to memories of love
That no longer exist but my own defeat
I cry black tears and
They stain my cheeks
The only thing that
Is keeping me alive
Is the air I breathe inside
But I remember love and
The joy it gave me
I remember laughter and happiness...
But it all disappeared along
With all those I loved long ago
My memory of "my friends" is vague
But it doesn't matter they never truly liked me
For who I was anyways
I thought I would find love
In a best friend of my own,
But that just added more grief
Because in the end that person left me
To face my sorrow alone
I don't remember being this way,
I just remember waking up like this
And not being able to think for myself
I sit in this dark place
Wallowing on memories
That were full of love,
But they can't save me,
No one can. I'm better off deserted,
Away from the world....
Sometimes one is better off to be alone...

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:iconstaindwolf94:
Staindwolf94 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
beautiful
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ekaluv26 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Beautiful! I sooo relate! :(
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you, I'm glad u can relate to it :) :hug:
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ekaluv26 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
No problem! ;)
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N3KKOCACTUS Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, take it easy. try and make it through.life can be a dick and throw ya off the road, but you just have to grin and bare it, and get back up and follow your heart. corny, yes. but this is what i did, and i survived a lot with this. my moto: I will and you cant stop me. I wish you luck :)
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much, i appreciate it :heart: and i will try to follow that advice :hug:
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N3KKOCACTUS Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:D no problem :D
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jack0998 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
Hey i don't know you but... Don't go on that way... I know what it is to feel lost and left by everyone you love... But forget all these troubles, just remind their betraying and beware when you find other friends, but one day you'll find some, or you'll find a better reason to live and to be happy than friends or love, and then you'll know happiness! But you can't find it if you stay in your darkness... Your poem really reminded me of this black period and i can't let you like that! But i know that it is easy to say... The key is only your motivation...
Good luck i wish you all the possible happiness!
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I see what your saying, and I appreciate your kind words, that's part of the reason why I got rid of my facebook and tumblr and kept a deviantart account because everyone on here is really kind and considerate..Thank you very much, and I hope for the better too
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vadess40 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
So beautiful yet so sad. I completely understand.
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you :hug: I like to write stuff that people in general can relate to, especially teens nowadays...
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:iconvadess40:
vadess40 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
:hug:. Poems like yours make me glad my teen years are over :)
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I wish mine were lol I just want to get over all the bullshit and move on, but if I didn't have any shit on mind or in my life, I guess I wouldn't be a "official" teen lol
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vadess40 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
I feel your pain. Don't worry, it'll all be over. Believe the teen years< rest of your life.
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks :) at least i know in the future it will get better :)
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vadess40 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
BTW, can you give me a link to the cover art, please?
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
uhh sure. Here it is, that reminds me i bettre put the link on the artists comment thing :)
[link]
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DragulasDragons Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
damn... this describes me perfectly, antisocial, dark, lonely, lil freak
i have close friends who i consider family... but even they ignore me now and then
and every once in awhile i need to get away from this fucked up world
anyway, this is a verry amazing poem :heart:
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Im so sorry to hear that...I hope it gets better for you..I know how it is.:(
Thank you for liking my poem though. I'm glad u can relate to it
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DragulasDragons Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yea, but it's ok
and it's no prob at all :)
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug:
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Miss-Insane-98 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Why does this describe me? Everything dark describes me. Very beautifully written though.
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know what ya mean..reading something that totally describes ones situation...it's nice to see people understand you in their writing, but then again it sucks because it reminds one of their own sorrow..sorry if im rambling lol but I'm glad u like it :heart:
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Miss-Insane-98 Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ha, agreed.

It's okay. You're not rambling. I tend to respond lengthily online, but you should hear me in real life. A five minute story for one person is a 10 minute story for me. ^^
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
lol Oh okay, I just didn't want to sound like a therapist to anyone, just wanted to express how I feel about it :) but i loove writing stories about depression because even though they're sad and depressing, they're are millions of teens who feel that way and I want them to look at my written works and be like "wow, this girl gets how I feel." I've never had that, someone understanding me, so I might as well help understand others and their situations :)
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Miss-Insane-98 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, my school counselor thinks I might have some depression going on? On the outside, I'm, "Ok." On the inside, I'm, "Wow, really? I never guessed! Who woulda thunk it?" She hasn't seen much of the stuff I write or draw, though, so....
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh well i hope things get better...you're lucky though, i wish I had someone to talk with. My therapy for me is drawing and writing things..mostly writing helps express what I'm feeling though..what do u draw though??
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Miss-Insane-98 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Mostly depressing stuff like broken hearts and sad faces and stuff (the most descriptive word in the universe). Writing gets me through a lot too. And reading. And music.
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Same here! when I'm sad, i either want to listen to music really badly or draw...i mostly listen to the song "words" by skylar grey (by the way is a really great song :)) when im sad..I have to say Skylar Grey is a really great artist and she has helped me get through alot in her music :happybounce:
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animekaratechick2322 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012
I completely understand
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's nice to feel not alone right? :)
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animekaratechick2322 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012
Yeah it rly does
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm glad :heart:
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ChaosBlacke Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I understand completely.
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:iconmisseyez:
missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It sucks i know :(...btw, i love ur icon :heart:
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ChaosBlacke Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah.
and thanks :D i love it so much :D
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snowwhitequeenrocks Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Okay, my friend, I didn't hear back from you so I AM REALLY GETTING CONCERNED!!!!!

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE JUST LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE OKAY!!!

PLEEEEEEASE!!!!!
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snowwhitequeenrocks Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, just stopping by to make sure that you are doing okay. I know that sometimes I feel like I prefer being alone...But, not better away from the world!!! Away from the world is too final of a solution for problems that are pretty temporary...

I CARE ABOUT YOU, AND JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE ALRIGHT! BECAUSE, I HAVE BEEN THERE! I KNOW!

MAYBE, I'M WRONG! AND YOU CAN BAN ME FROM YOU DA PAGE....IF I AM WRONG...But PLEASE JUST LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE OKAY. PLEASE!!!
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omg! Listen sweety im fine im fine :) don't be concerned. I just wrote that poem because of ways i was feeling lately and for others that feel the same way :) I appreciate soo much that u are concerned, u seem like the only one that does. But goodness, i didn't think u were that concerned, but I thank u soo much from my heart hun :heart:
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snowwhitequeenrocks Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Of Course I was concerned about you, because you are very important to me:heart:!!! I thought about all last night, and you were the first thing that I checked on DA this morning!!!:D

I am EVERJOYED to see that you are okay!!!:squee:

Will you promise me something? If you ever do feel that way...That you will chat with me first? -K?-
The world has already lost too many Artists, that it can ill afford to lose one more...
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well im happy u are concerned, considered that we never met either :). It goes to show there are still some nice people out there with a caring heart :) and yes if i am sad, i will defiantly talk with ya since ur such a sweetheart :heart:
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snowwhitequeenrocks Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
DEAL THEN!!!!:heart:
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug:
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snowwhitequeenrocks Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug:
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snowwhitequeenrocks Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hmmm, nice picture:D It really goes well with the poem! But, I am wondering if you could provide a link for it? If, I knew where you found it, I would have provided it for you:D
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SabrinaBane Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Its beautiful.
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missEyez Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you :)
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SabrinaBane Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Your Welcome
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