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Your Former AngelWatch these broken wings,
As they fall dawn to the floor.
I'm sorry, it's just that,
I'm not your Angel anymore.

See the blackened scars,
That stain this battered frame,
The marks of pure self hatred,
Oh, Isn't it a shame?!

See the rope burn round the throat,
That you once so gently kissed,
But you don't really care – do you?
This Angel won't be missed.

Don't you see you caused this,
By feeding me your lies,
Now you can stand and watch,
As your former Angel dies.

MoNsTeRTheres a monster inside me,
One thats set to kill,
You set me off,
And trust me...it will.
Ive got a monster inside me,
And he's my best friend,
You even look at me wrong,
Trust me...your life will end.
Ive got a monster inside me,
Slowly eating away my heart,
If you stab my back,
Trust me...there wont be time for your screaming to start.
Ive got a monster inside me,
Yupp- its the real deal,
You tell me to kiss your ass,
And trust me... your ass will be its next meal.

So You Pray For Me?You say you pray for me
You pray for my well-being
Then why do you tear me to shreds with unspoken words
With actions that could make souls falter and crumble to dust
I'm sick of your holier than thou life
I'm sick of you retracting your words, your promises
I'm sick of you saying you wish me well
When you're handing me death

I hope one day you get what you have given to me
I hope one day you feel this heartache
I hope one day you feel these emotions I've become to know so well
The emotions that tear through my chest and put a death grip on my heart
The emotions that make life an overrated thought

I hope one day you find what you

Bullied1, 2, bullied at school.

3, 4, cut some more.

5, 6, punched and kicked.

7, 8, suicidal state.

9, 10, now I'm dead.

A Little GirlDon't cry, little girl. It'll be alright.
I know it hurts now, little girl, but I'll hold you tight.

It's hard right now, I know. But your hurts WILL go away.
It'll get better, you WILL see another day.

You'll grow up and things will seem worse.
You'll think of your life as not a blessing but a curse.

Don't take it out on yourself, though, my girl.
Don't cut, don't starve, don't hurl.

I know it's hard sometimes. I know they've hurt you.
But I'm here for you, and I'll never desert you.

I know, your thoughts are dark, you're hurt and scared
I know, when things happened, it felt like no one cared.

I've been there before, little girl,

Where were you?Murky eyes can't smile at me
As your mouth twists up its lies;
Strain to think but you wont see
how these lies hurt me inside.
I shouldn't care, i paste my grin on;
This selfishness i hide.
Never want to be a burden
So Flaws control my Life.

Sit and watch my fantasies
Before they all burn down.
I talk at you, you try to see
But you'll never understand.
It may be true to say the least,
You're not an honest man;
So when your Faux love finally ceased
Not a tear was found.

You'll never know...You'll never know...
Why my heart races when you're near...
The way my stomach does those little flips...

You'll never see...
How much I need you...
Just how much you hurt me...

You'll never feel...
How it is when you leave...
How worried I am when your not here...

You'll never feel...
The want for your arms around me...
My desire to be your's...

You'll never see...
The tears...
Any desperation on this face...

And most of all...

You'll never know...
Just how much I love you.

StillThoughts spill from strangers ears,
Falling slowly towards the earth.
There is nothing worth seeing,
There is nothing worth feeling.
But hearing your words
Stops the bleeding.

Words are carrying to the mountain's peak,
Crossing the birds and the streams.
There is nothing above.
And nothing below.
But the space is not empty
And void.

My world is crashing,
Towards the cold, dark abyss.
There is no light,
No warmth to be found.
Except for the beating of you heart
As I whisper "I love you".

And all seems to be still once again.

.::+Alone+::._written story

There once was a girl
Who was all alone
She used to be happy
Until taken out of
Her comfort zone
She built up walls
They were so tall,
They could reach the sky
She didn't want
To hear the world
And all of its lies
Every day was the same
Tears in the morning and
Tears at night
What was there for her
Besides unhappiness and spite?
She hated the world
She hated herself
She hated everything alive
She just wanted the
Pain to stop, she
Just wanted to die
What future did she have
Nothing but tears and sorrow
Every day would be the same
Because every day was tomorrow
But in her heart
There is still a little
Drop of hope

Love Can Not Last

Love can not last
The feeling leaves fast

You will find
That it is a waiste of your time

If you try
You will fry
Into the greases of depression

Hate and misery will rise
Now that you have opened your eyes
Now you can see through her lies

It is time
You will find

That you need to grow up
And see that she is one big slut

Come on and see
And look through your misery.

I can(not) forgive youI can forgive you for leaving
But not for coming back

I can forgive you for not loving me
But not for pretending to

I can forgive you for lying to me
But not for lying to yourself

I can forgive you for saying you love me
But not for leaving me the next day

I can forgive you for dashing me to the ground
But not for still leaving a little hope

I can forgive you for breaking my heart
But not for three times

The truth is I wish I could
But I cannot forgive you at all.

(And neither I forgive myself.)

A Broken Heart...A broken heart brings pain and tears
A broken heart brings suffering
A broken heart brings death
A broken heart brings dangerous choices
A broken heart brings sarrow & regret
A broken heart brings hate
A broken heart brings creatures of evil
A broken heart most of the time never heals

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::+Away From The World+::_written poem

by ~missEyez, Feb 3, 2012, 12:44:54 PM
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Lying here in anguish and pain with no relief
Holding on to memories of love
That no longer exist but my own defeat
I cry black tears and
They stain my cheeks
The only thing that
Is keeping me alive
Is the air I breathe inside
But I remember love and
The joy it gave me
I remember laughter and happiness...
But it all disappeared along
With all those I loved long ago
My memory of "my friends" is vague
But it doesn't matter they never truly liked me
For who I was anyways
I thought I would find love
In a best friend of my own,
But that just added more grief
Because in the end that person left me
To face my sorrow alone
I don't remember being this way,
I just remember waking up like this
And not being able to think for myself
I sit in this dark place
Wallowing on memories
That were full of love,
But they can't save me,
No one can. I'm better off deserted,
Away from the world....

::+Away From The World+::_written poemby ~missEyez

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Sometimes one is better off to be alone...

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~Staindwolf94 Jun 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

beautiful

~ekaluv26 Feb 17, 2012

Beautiful! I sooo relate!

~missEyez Feb 17, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Thank you, I'm glad u can relate to it

~ekaluv26 Feb 17, 2012

No problem!

!N3KKOCACTUS Feb 8, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Hey, take it easy. try and make it through.life can be a dick and throw ya off the road, but you just have to grin and bare it, and get back up and follow your heart. corny, yes. but this is what i did, and i survived a lot with this. my moto: I will and you cant stop me. I wish you luck

~missEyez Feb 9, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Thanks so much, i appreciate it

and i will try to follow that advice

!N3KKOCACTUS Feb 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

no problem

~jack0998 Feb 7, 2012

Hey i don't know you but... Don't go on that way... I know what it is to feel lost and left by everyone you love... But forget all these troubles, just remind their betraying and beware when you find other friends, but one day you'll find some, or you'll find a better reason to live and to be happy than friends or love, and then you'll know happiness! But you can't find it if you stay in your darkness... Your poem really reminded me of this black period and i can't let you like that! But i know that it is easy to say... The key is only your motivation...
Good luck i wish you all the possible happiness!

~missEyez Feb 7, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I see what your saying, and I appreciate your kind words, that's part of the reason why I got rid of my facebook and tumblr and kept a deviantart account because everyone on here is really kind and considerate..Thank you very much, and I hope for the better too

~vadess40 Feb 7, 2012

So beautiful yet so sad. I completely understand.

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