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Hiding in my closet
With my doll in my arms
I close my eyes and
Cover my ears, and
Pretend that nothings happened
Usually daddy just hits
Mommy once or twice,
But I keep hearing her
Screaming and she begs
Him to stop, I
Hear him say that he
Hates her and he
Wants her to pay
I whisper a prayer for mommy
Because I don't know
What to do, suddenly
I start to cry and
Hope God helps her soon
I hear mommy give a scream so loud
Then it's silent....quiet as a mouse
I slowly come out of my closet
And start looking around the house
There I see mommy
On the kitchen floor,
Lying face down with
Blood all around her
I cry so

.::+Alone+::._written story

There once was a girl
Who was all alone
She used to be happy
Until taken out of
Her comfort zone
She built up walls
They were so tall,
They could reach the sky
She didn't want
To hear the world
And all of its lies
Every day was the same
Tears in the morning and
Tears at night
What was there for her
Besides unhappiness and spite?
She hated the world
She hated herself
She hated everything alive
She just wanted the
Pain to stop, she
Just wanted to die
What future did she have
Nothing but tears and sorrow
Every day would be the same
Because every day was tomorrow
But in her heart
There is still a little
Drop of hope

Im hereHey my friend
I know your sad
And that my words might not help
But I´m saying it anyway;
You are so amazing
So amazing that I can´t describe it
There are no words for how special you are
So friendly
Would never hurt anything
Unless it hurt you
People who doesen´t apperciate you are oh so blind
So blind
Ignorant
They don´t know what they´re missing out on
But hey my friend
I´m here...

So SorrySo sorry to have to tell you,
Your little girl is dead.
We found her with a bullet wound,
Straight through her messed up head.
We also then discovered she had
slit her fucked up wrists,
Just one more messed up teenager
now fails to exist.
We found close to her body,
A bloodied tear stained note,
Here you can read it,
This is what she wrote:

"Dear mummy,
I have to say,
Your little angel dies today,
I cannot take the pain,
But you are not to blame,
I'll watch down on you mummy,
Every single night,
Remembering how safe I felt,
When you held me tight".

No Love Like ObsessionI have a lasting obsession
I am always searching
Around every corner
Around every bend
Through the day
Through the night

I try my best to keep hope
Pray, and pray
"Maybe someday" is all I can say
I just want to know the feeling
To me it's more than just a word you say
Far more than just an emotion

It is the one thing that can become your everything
Don't you dare try it if your heart is easily scared
You would never make it through the day if you let the worse of it get the best of you
If you are lucky enough to have it you won't ever want to let it go
Let it slip through fingers and the pain will never seem to end
There is

Hugs.They come in a million ways.

Sometimes quick-
On the way out the door one cold morning.

They mean so much inbetween.

Whispered skin rushed against one another,
Arms held across each other.

Secrets float through the air,
You don't want to let go-
You fear the moment when you watch the person dissapear.

You want them in your arms once more-
Wishing you could whisper that you care,
That you love them.

The memory of their perfume lingers on your clothes.

You try not to cry-
When the hug turns into a silent good bye.

You watch the luggage pile up.

The house divided with coloured sticky notes-
The car holding everything you loved,

Seasonal ShiftAfter Autumn has robbed the trees
of their green foliage splendor,
the sky becomes a steely gray
in anticipation of cold Winter.

After Winter's frosts have chilled,
only the bravest birds still sing
until the sun breaks across the sky
and ushers in beautiful Spring.

After Spring makes the world bright,
she waits for a more luminous comer.
The world is green and days grow longer
with the arrival of scorching Summer.

After Summer's warm days unfold
the rivers run dry to the bottom.
A bountiful harvest waits in the fields
for the entrance of colorful Autumn.

Broken Promises.I nailed my heart back into my chest-
And wiped my tears when you disappeared.

I see no hope for us.

I think we're over and done,
Death is calling my name-
You have left me in vain.

I hope your life is fucking swell,
That your love finds its match somewhere in hell.

I wish you almost the best-
And offer another apology to the list.

I couldn't be whom you wanted,
Couldn't rise up to your expectations.

I'm sorry I couldn't change.

Sorry I couldn't be,
Your perfect little baby.

It's time for me to go-
Maybe I'll come back as a pretty ghost.

All I know is,
I'll always love you.

Dark DreamFalling...
Into the oblivion of my mind
Into the hopelessness of my soul
I am falling into my living nightmare

Hellish creatures surround
Questioning me with razor sharp teeth
Snapping, clawing, tearing
I scream but there is no one to hear

The fog surrounds
I hear voices far away
All those who I have wronged
All those who have cause to hate
I shake my head to make them leave
But they stay
And whisper dark suggestions in my ear

Im falling
Falling
Falling, falling, falling

And suddenly I crash
A pane of glass breaks my fall
I am frozen in midair
The pieces of glasses are suspended, catching nonexistent light

And then just

The MaskI,
Have a mask.
It's blue and black,
With blood red tears.
It brings and takes all my fears.
My nightmares,
And my dreams,
My mask,
It makes them real,
or so it seems.

Sometimes, I take my mask off.
The pain leaves then, and I feel love.
Happiness becomes my life.
I feel peace,
and hope.

I show people the love they deserve.
I hope and keep by faith preserved.
I share my world and the beauty of life.
And help to take away all the pain from the knife,
Of Misfortune.

My mask,
Brings beauty in the pain.
It brings love,
But it always takes it away.
It brings hope,
And, it brings hell.

I cry but nobody hears me,
No prince

life or deathWho am I to Them?
Why am I here?
I have no purpose
I have no reason
So why do I stay?
All I do is get in the way

Who are You?
Why are You here to?
They will harm You same as me
You need to get out
So why dont You fly?
Do you want to die?

Who am I to live while you die?
Why do I get to surive?
I am nothing
I am worthless
So tell me why I live?
I have nothing to give

FearThere are eyes looming behind me
But I can't see through the glass

I'm being watched

The cars
On the road
Don't exist
But the creature is coming through my door to make sure that I am asleep

Run and hide before the light turns red
The light is changing
It is darkest then

There are little people
Living
Under my bed
They are my friends
I think

A hand on the window
Close close close
I can't let them take my blood

One minute has passed
The colours have stopped
Roll
Turn the box
Find the two buttons
Which one works?
Green
Safe

Bugs are crawling over me
Covering my
Legs
Hands
Body
I can see them in the dimmed ceiling

Don't You DareDon't you dare let anyone stare
Don't you dare let them make you care
Don't you dare let yourself run away
Don't you dare let them keep you from living another day

Don't you dare forget who you are
Don't you dare loose your heart
Don't you dare forget to get out of bed
Don't you dare forget the dead
Don't you dare put yourself down
Don't you dare don't break another's crown
Don't you dare jeopardise your health
Don't you dare forget your true wealth

Don't you dare risk another's soul
Don't you dare forget to break the mould
Don't you dare let them take you away
Don't you dare treat life like a stage play

Don't you dare forget

Of Rebels and OutcastsThey are everywhere
yet invisible

One cannot see when blind
to this world's cruelty

the nomads of the alleys
roamers of the shadows

always in search
of that single promised light

lacking in maps, directions, and signs
only a single beating heart and thoughtful mind

when was it last
the blind gave good guidance?

how can you help
when you cannot see?

do you posses the knowledge
to truly see?

not through naive eyes,
but through the heart and mind

to know of
this world's cruel intentions

to know of
a truthful outcome

to know of reality
is the true vision

do not speak for those in the shadows
unless you know of their pai

CirclesBreathing it in
Feel the moonlight dance
Lights in the darkness,
Starlight enhanced

The rhythm flowing,
Blood in veins
Fleeing vitality
Muscles can't contain

Fluid, effortless,
Water flowing
Smooth, graceful,
Seamlessly knowing

Whispered glances
Fleeting smiles
Hopes that frolic,
Stay a while

Lulling, calming,
The middle of the night
Promising, praying,
Finally right.

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+Defeated+_written story

by ~missEyez, Nov 28, 2011, 10:10:44 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Visual & Found Poetry

In the dark I hide
Under the bed
As I watch his
Shadow go by
He's looking for me
So he shuts the bedroom door
He doesn't want me
To escape like I did before
These chills running
Up my spine, are
Causing me to panic
And cry at the same time
Daddy said he
Would stop drinking
Daddy promised that
He would try, but
I guess everything Daddy said
Was nothing more then a lie
When Daddy gets drunk
He goes crazy and
Hits and screams
He beats mommy
Until she's unconscious
Then he goes looking for me
I hear his footsteps
Throughout my room
He looks through my closet
While screaming,
"EMMA WHERE ARE YOU!?"
He's staggering and swearing
He wants to beat me black and blue
Daddy then screams loudly
"YOU EIGHT YEAR OLD BRAT,
WHERE ARE YOU!?!"
He bends down
And looks under my bed
There he finds me
"There you are!" Daddy says
He pulls me out
By my hair, instantly
He starts beating me
Without a care...
An hour or two go by
The beating is finally done
I'm lying on the floor
I'm bleeding and fully numb
My eyes are swollen and my head hurts
But I know Daddy
Is standing over me
He walks towards the door
Just before he leaves the room
He turns around and
Looks at me then slurs
"Emma, ya know Daddy loves you."
He shuts the door quietly
Leaving me on the floor,
Blood leaking along with tears
He might come back later
And beat me some more
My breath is getting shorter
This doesn't usually happen at all,
But the rooms starting
To spin and I can
Barely see my walls
I know what's next,
I know what's coming,
I know it's the end
Daddy if you want to beat me
You'll find out soon enough
That I am dead.......

+Defeated+_written storyby ~missEyez

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Visual & Found Poetry

Against family abuse all the way!!

If you found this poem intriguing, then you might like these two other poems I wrote.

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